ONLY HAVE FAITH WHEN YOU NEED IT
Its dawns on me how when in need people scavenge for help from God. I’m not sure why this makes me so irate. The people I’m talking about are those that never step into a church until all hell breaks loose. It also puzzles me why this creates such anguish to me. I shouldn’t care, It’s not like I believe if a God helps this person out its one less chance that I will be answered my prayers. Not that I do pray. It’s those people that act in such a harmful way to themselves and to others , then expect a God free calling card. I don’t know what to think. Part of this week’s reading was a poem title In Westminster Abbey by John Betjeman.
This poem is about a women going into Westminster Abbey to pray to God, before going to her luncheon date.
In Westminster Abbey by John Betjeman:
Let me take this other glove off
As the vox humana swells,
And the beauteous fields of Eden
Bask beneath the Abbey bells.
Here, where England’s statesmen lie,
Listen to a lady’s cry
The first stanza shows us the beauty of Westminster Abbey by comparing it to the fields of Eden- Westminster is where the English monarchs are crowned and famous Englishman buried. Clearly she’s there for the show and not to talk to God.
Gracious Lord, oh bomb the Germans,
Spare their women for Thy Sake,
And if that is not too easy
We will pardon Thy Mistake.
But, gracious Lord, whate’er shall be,
Don’t let anyone bomb me.
I like how she uses “Gracious and bomb” in the first line of this second stanza. I’m thinking WWII era. This woman is rather bold saying she will pardon God-” isn’t this usually the other way around?” God make sure not to allow anyone to bomb me. At first it seemed she had self-centered intentions, but i’ll give her this one, c’mon no one wants a bomb dropped on them.
Keep our Empire undismembered
Guide our Forces by Thy Hand,
Gallant blacks from far Jamaica,
Honduras and Togoland;
Protect them Lord in all their fights,
And, even more, protect the whites.
Oh I knew it! She’s racist!
Think of what our Nation stands for,
Books from Boots’ and country lanes,
Free speech, free passes, class distinction,
Democracy and proper drains.
Lord, put beneath Thy special care
One-eighty-nine Cadogan Square.
This woman now tries to justify all that Britain has done as a country so they don’t deserve to be harmed. God make sure her precious home stays comfy for this woman.
Although dear Lord I am a sinner,
I have done no major crime;
Now I’ll come to Evening Service
Whensoever I have the time.
So, Lord, reserve for me a crown,
And do not let my shares go down.
She is not ashamed that she doesn’t spend much time at the church- makes me think she doesn’t really have a relationship with her God. “Dont let my shares go down” Clearly this lady values her coin more than lives.
I will labour for Thy Kingdom,
Help our lads to win the war,
Send white feathers to the cowards
Join the Women’s Army Corps,
Then wash the steps around Thy Throne
In the Eternal Safety Zone.
Now I feel a little better,
What a treat to hear Thy Word,
Where the bones of leading statesmen
Have so often been interr’d.
And now, dear Lord, I cannot wait
Because I have a luncheon date.
This is exactly what I was talking about in the introduction. She doesn’t deserve to feel good about being able to quickly go into a church and come out of it thinking she should receive credit for doing something great. Maybe I’m just salty and should not worry so much about these types of people thinking they are doing change in this world by praying and God “answering” their prayers. I’m trying really hard to change my opinion about how I feel about this scenario.
I just can’t help but to think that this woman and other people like her feel they have done their part to contribute to whatever cause they are praying for. It just makes me think they will not try as hard as someone who doesn’t pray. This lady feels a justification that work has been done whereas, in my opinion someone who doesn’t pray, or let things fall on God will have a higher chance of feeling they actually have to do something themselves to contribute .